WOw i forgot i had this thing! alot has changed since the last time i wrote here. Dalton and i have been broken up for over a month now and the shocking part is i dumped him!! im with someone else now and things are going pretty good, no more walking on egg shells and forcing a smile. ill try to remember this thing exists a little more often from now on k later

hey yall

hey i totally failed at writing on here this summer. school has started up again so i may try to write more i mean if im not gonna use it i might as well delete it! summer was pretty uneventful and so far school isnt to bad. im still with dalton and we are doing pretty good. i guess thats all i have to say for right now. peace

June

so i have made it through the month of june in one piece. it hasnt been the best month but it has been a piece of cake compared to last june. me and d fight alot but we made it to 7 months. i dont know how to make things good between us. we seem to be doing ok for now but in the past few weeks we have had to many fights. like one or two a day. i also started working at beckys...but now im not. her grandaughter came to help her so now i am unemployed. it made me so so mad because she told me this by text message!so now i am looking for a job i would do almost anything to avoid working in fast food! i cant believe june is almost over i am so not ready to go back to school and face senior year! i dont think it will be hard but i know it will be sad because no matter how much we all say we hate this town and we hate paris high school we all have our memories here and we will all be going our seperate ways. i cant wait to get out of this town either but im not going to lie and say i wont miss it. maybe not the town itsself but some of the people here and some of the memories i have.

♥SUMMER♥

SCHOOL IS OUT!!! yeah...its officially summer and i am so excited. School went so fast this year its crazy. Looking back on my junior year i would say its the best so far i made a new bestie ( i luhh you breanna) and i've been with d for most of it. there are some things i regret and some things i wish i hadnt done but oh well. As for my plans for the summer im workin during the week and doing whatever on the weekends!! HAVE A GREAT SUMMER EVERYONE

Schools (Almost) Out for the Summer!

So this is pretty much the last week of school. Next week is final review and finals! I'm not looking forward to finals but my Child Day Care final is fun we're doing themed lesson plans and i love finding things for kids to do. Once school is out i'll start working and enjoying my summer. Today was my last day at Grace Lutheran it was sad and i think i will go visit as much as i can. Tonight im going to the movies with Breanna we gonna has fun cuz we always does lol. Sunday is me and Daltons 6 months i am excited. I think thats all bye

Fake Friends part 2

Yesterday i got into a fight with someone who used to be my friend. She is the same person i was talking about in Fake Friends part one. I didnt go to school today because i went to my nephews dads funeral so i couldnt give her a ride. She got real mouthy with me about it and said she wants 5 bucks for a ride i never gave her. Ok fine be like that i dont care. But then she decides to tell me that i never spend time with my friends because im always with my **** buddy. After that she tells me that i let Dalton control my life. I dont know what her being a fake friend and Dalton have to do with eachother at all but ok so thats what got brought up. I stopped texting her because i didnt want to say anything really bad. But now im gonna vent about it! How is the guy i have been with for 6 months (and on and off for the past year) a **** buddy! I'm sure just from reading my blog you can tell that i really really care about him more than anything else. if he was just a **** buddy i'm pretty sure we would have broken up and stayed broken up a long time ago but no we are still together. And apparently he controls my life? He used to try yeah but he sure as heck doesnt anymore. I choose to spend as much time as i can with him he in no way shape or form makes me do anything! i've always been an outspoken and independent girl so there is no way any guy, no matter how much i love him, is going to control anything in my life. I hate it when people run their mouthes bout things they have no idea about. There as been alot of drama going on lately and i have managed to stay out of it but now it seems like its out to get me. I refuse to talk to her and get myself in any trouble but people need to mind their own business and find another friend to get rides from!

Im Neutral...Like Switzerland

Okay so i was not at school yesterday and i apparently missed alot of drama. A few of my friends are like in a very big fight that could possibly become World War Three!!!! I (as stated above) am neutral, like Switzerland. I think that when people have drama at school they should keep it to themselves instead of bringing it to the schools attention and getting people in trouble. Also, dont pull outside people into your own personal crap! I dont want to get involved in it i am learning to be really good about keeping my opinion mostly to myself! kind of! Anyway i think the bell is gonna ring so bye! p.s. i edited my own picture to make it school appropriate! how much do i rock? yeah alot! lol BYEZ