Between a rock and a hard place?

so this week has been dramatic. my boyfriend and i got into a HUGE fight. I was texting my ex who is also my friend and my boyfriend found out and went completely insane. He pretty much broke up with me wich really really hurt because i told him this was his last chance to make it work. I told him bye and instead of begging for me to stay he just asked when he could have his stuff back? Whats up with that? It wasnt until i stopped answering that he started sayin sorry and saying that he doesnt wanna break up. We cant talk now without fighting and i think we need to take a break, just a little time apart. He doesnt agree because he thinks we wont get back together after. I really think a break would be good for our relationship. What do you think?

January = Worst Month Ever?

So January is supposed to be a good month right? A new start and all that? Well not for me! So far this month only bad things have happened to me! I spent New Years at my sisters watching movies and playing Wii while my boyfriend was out with friends. Once school started i found out I'm STILL grounded(long story) but its been almost 2 months now!! I get to drive to school but I have to come straight home after. For some people this wouldn't be a big deal but i dont like being at home. My parents and I don't see eye to eye about anything. Also this month i locked my keys in my car (happens to the best of us) and it took me over an hour to get my parents there to bring me the extra key because its hard for them to answer a phone when it rings. This next part doesn't seem terrible but it is. I saw my ex boyfriend at Wal-mart, lets just say theres a reason I've avoided going anywhere i might see him for the past month and a half. So that completely ruined that week for me. ----> Friendly piece of advice for girls. Don't date boys beacuse having ex boyfriends makes life so much more complicated<---- This past week I've found out my current boyfriend may or may not be cheating on me with some older girl. I still dont know if its true but if it is i can guarentee I'll be writing about it on here! That pretty much sums up my not so great month. February has to be better right? I mean my birthday is in February and I cant possibly still be grounded then.