Upcoming Birthday!

So my birthday is totally on Saturday. I'll be 17 and i mostly just cant wait for it to be over. I know i'm not gonna get a huge amazing present because we have like zero money and on sunday my whole family is coming to my house. Sounds good right? WRONG. They come over, bring no birthday presents, eat our food and my (cherry) cake then leave and i have to clean up the mess. Its dumb. As for plans for my birthday i dont really even know what im doin because i wanted to see my boyfriend on my birthday but he was all no go to your sisters. Thanks alot babe that rly made me feel loved. NOT! It doesn't really magger what i do for my birthday because i know nothing can top last year( see pez dispenser disaster). anyways thats all for no. O and by the way tomorrow is me and daltons 3 month anniversery. Yippe

Very Sad Book

Caution Spoiler Alert: If You haven't read/ seen dear john and want to DO NOT READ THIS
So i just got done reading Dear John and i gotta say it was like the saddest book i've ever read, and ive read ALOT of very sad books. Its one of those books where you think it cant possibly get any more depressing...and then it does! They meet and fall in love and his leave ends so he has to go back to Germany. On is second leave they do "the deed" but they also fight alot. After his second leave 9/11 happens and he signs on for another 2 years of service. Savannah understands but as the time wears on her letters start changing and finally he gets a letter that ends it all, and also informs him that she has fallen in love with someone else. Later he goes home because his father has died and after the funeral for a reason he cant even begin to understand, he goes to her house. She tells him that she married Tim, the guy she has been best friends with since childhood. The next day he comes back and she takes him to the hospital, because thats where tim is, he is dying of cancer and the only hope she has of saving him is to save alot of money for an experimental treatment. At the end of the book John sells his dads coin collection to pay for the treatment and Tim goes into remission. Ive been told this is NOT how the movie ends so i cant wait to see the movie. Reading that book made me really sad and made me wonder if true love and really stay strong through all of that because even after all they've gone throught Savannah and John still really love each other. So i wanna know...is it really possible to fall so deeply in love in just 2 weeks? and can true love really stand strong through all those things that could test even the most level headed persons sanity? Tell me what u think!

Best. Weekend. Ever

So this week as definately sucked big because my boyfriend is really sick and i dont feel good either but valentines day weekend was AMAZING!!!!!! At like 1 in the morning on valentines day dalton gave me my present which was a giant box of chocolate, Dear John (the book), an itunes card, a carmello bar, and a pink bear. I spent the night at his house, i havent slept that good in a long time. On Valentines day we went to t town and goofed off at the mall and got our pictures taken in one of those picture things by the food court, if i can find a way to scan them i'll put them on here. We had so much fun and i hated it when i had to leave that night. Monday i had to get up at the crack of dawn and go to work which was fun but still i dont like gettin up early!

Anti Valentine's Day

Most girls like Valentine's Day because it means their signifigant others spend a ton of money on them. Some people, like me, don't think V day is all that great. I think that v day is just a day to spend money we dont have. The idea of there being one day a year where guys can spoil their girlfriends is stupid. Us girls should be spoiled by our guys EVERY DAY, not just one day a year. I actually have a boyfriend for v day this year and he wont listen when i say lets just skip it and pretend its just another day. I dont have the money to spend and neither does he. Besides....what do you get a guy for valenties day? There is NOTHING manly about a heart shaped box of chocolate. My man and i are going to Terre Haute and he's buyin me dinner n taking me to the mall. I'm sure it will be fun but its stupid that he's only doing it because its a "holiday."

Random

So i just got on here to tell ya'll that this weekend was AWESOME. I spent the weekend at my sisters doing pretty much nothing! When i went to go home on Sunday my car was stuck in her driveway. So me and melissa, being as girly as we are, decided the best way to get out would be to put a stick under my tire. So we tried that, no luck. So then we decided she should push. After about ten minutes of the car not moving i hit the gas really hard while she was pusing and the car not so gracefully went backward. We were lauging so hard that it took us a minute to realize the car had moved and Melissa almost face planted into the snow. After i got back into town i went to my lovedly boyfriends house and had fun with him for a while before i had to return home where i fell asleep at the ridiculously early hour of 8 at night. Thats pretty much all i got to say....comments? B~Y~E

The Pez Dispenser Disaster!

I have 2 sisters, Amy and Melissa. I like Amy most of the time but sometimes she does things that make me mad, like telling on me for dumb stuff. Melissa is like my best friend, I go to her house all the time and we always have so much fun. There are SO many stories i could tell you about me and my sister but the funniest one is from my 16th birthday. Melissa , my friend Shelby, and i were sitting at The Villiage, the place where Melissa works. We were having fun when 2 men came in to buy a shed. One man was rather large and one man was rather missing a leg. Once they went back outside my sister decided she had to go to the bathroom and there is no indoor plumbing so she had to go outside to the porta potty. She goes outside and me and Shelby, who are sitting inside, hear a scream and the door to the bathroom slam. My sister comes running inside and throws herself on the floor laughing so hard she cant breathe. Shelby and I are looking at her like she's finally gone off the deep end when she gasps "the one legged man was in the bathroom." This might be mean but then we all started lauging so hard it hurt. Then i, being the comic genius I am, said, do you know that that man looked like? They said what and i stood up, stood on one leg and said, " A pez dispenser." No that probably wasn't nice but it was hilarious anyway. Not to long ago we (me and shelby) were at The Villiage again with Melissa and we went to walmart and bought a pez dispenser and put in the porta potty to freak Melissa out. It wasn't as funny as we'd planned but still something to look back at and laugh. That is just one of the many stories i could tell you about my sister. If you like this one tell me so and i can tell you more 'cause trust me theres plenty!

Things are lookin up?

So this week is definately going better than last week. My boyfriend and i are working things out and fighting alot less. Mostly we just had to accept that we had both made mistakes and stop blaming each other. He wrote me a really sweet poem and it showed me that he really does care dispite the mean things he says when he's angry with me. Another up side to this past week is i actually understand whats going on in math which doesnt happen very often. This week in english class we have to write a descriptive essay and i'm writing about my Grandpa Mervin. He passed away when i was only nine but he is still and always will be my favorite person and the person who had the most impact on my life. He never gave advice that he didnt follow himself. Alll the time i wonder if i would be a different person if he was still around to help me today. Well, im using a borrowed computer so im gonna go for now, more sometime this week!