~Love~

As promised i'm going to write about Dalton. The day i met him, our first kiss and more. So i met Dalton through my friend (or ex friend?) Ashley. She bugged me forever about meeting her cousin Dalton and i finally agreed. So one day (Friday March 6th) i walked to her house, even though i had no idea where i was going, and he met us there. At first i thought i wasnt gonna be interested but then we picked up ashleys boyfriend at the time , josh, and went to the park. I kinda gave D the cold shoulder for most of the night but toward the end of the night my mom called and really made me mad so i got up and walked toward the shed thing at the park. i looked at D and gave the universal head nod thing for come here and he followed me back behind the shed. He asked me what was up and when i started to reply that i was " really pi**ed off" he kissed me before i could even get all the words out of my mouth. That lip lock didnt last long before our friends came around the side of the shed and announced that they wanted to go to the gas station. It kinda sucked but oh well ya know. The next day i asked him out (cause he made me). Its been over a year since that day and its a day i will never ever forget. Its been a long year and alot of things have happened. We've broken up twice and gotten back together. The first time we broke up was my fault and the second time was completely his. I cant remember a time in my life when ive been in that much pain. But none of that matters now. I have him and we've been together for 4 months now. Losing him is one of my biggest fears. i know i say alot of bad things about him and sometimes i feel like we should break up but i try to imagine the way my life would be without him and i know that i would just be miserable all the time. I know i'm young and i've still got alot of years and experiances ahead of me but i love him with all my heart. People tell me i can do better and every time someone says that i think of this saying..." love isn't about finding the perfect person its about finding an imperfect person, perfect" He isnt the best guy in the world and he has flaws but guess what so do i and i love him more than anything else so all the ppl who wish i'd leave him can shut it. Ive gotta go now. " never give up on someone you cant go a minute without thinking about"